Welcome Back!

well i havent posted on here for a good five years and thought it might be something good to come back to, life atm could not get any better , the army thing didnt work out the first time, but i went back and did it again and this tie it worked out and im so glad it did, will be starting my new career after a year at catterick, i dunno how much ill miss that place until i get down to chepstow, ill most definitely miss the peple from catterick, its actually kinda weird that im not going to be going back there, lately becki has just come back into my life and its literally the best thing that happened to me for a long time! theres nothing that i wanna do atm that doesnt involve her it really is a good thing and it works it really does and i like where its going i just want it to keep going down that road and i have absolutley , no doubt in my mind that it will, i dont think ive ever been that sure about something, i best be going to bed soon got to go to ipswich tomorrow to watch blackburn, i really hope they win and that its a good day!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_5zvV0btCo
gotta fucking love this tune!

profile

just read about my fucking profile wow that needs some serious updating man shows you how times can change !

1/11/2011

well, hasnt time gone by, ive lost quite a bit since ive last posted on here and ive got quite a lot to post about, ive grown a lot and realised who my true friends are, and that i need to stick to my goals if i want the life ive been longing for, i passed my army selection test which is a result and i have a date i go into my basic training on the 19th of march, just got to make the office aware of the fixed penalty that i got, im still full of emotion at the moment i cant really get rid of it... it sucks but least its not as bad as it was, its just like a feeling that i could of done a lot better for these past couple of years because ive just been swimming around, not doing very much and when something good did come my way, i managed to mess it up or drive it away i,e (jess), but thas ll in the past and like i said in my last post finding someone else is going to be difficult but i have someone on my radar, but its complicated which sucks

damn long time 6TH of September

God i havent posted on here for a while, its now september, havent posted since the eigth of may todays date is the 6th of september, and damn have things changed in my life theres has been a lot to digest, i dont think that i am going back to college, and ive split up with my long term girlfriend, but were still on good terms and im glad of that, i didnt want to lose her as a friend, i think dating again is going to be a tough road, but ill get there eventually , ive also got the army selection centre to look forward to i still need to get back on the horse in that repsect  but not yet ...
and i cant be assed finishing this post aha

8th may

ive just woken up and im knackered think i need to do my work today so i dont get even more behind, im sick of being behind and im going to try to enjoy my day today without being stressed out .

7th may

i cant be assed today facebook are being cunts for something that wasnt my fault, ive had a good day but im just generally frustrated !! i hate it when this happens my head just fills up with thoughts its like people do stuff to punish me or im always the one that gets accused for things, two swift words i can say, Fuck you all