8th may

ive just woken up and im knackered think i need to do my work today so i dont get even more behind, im sick of being behind and im going to try to enjoy my day today without being stressed out .

7th may

i cant be assed today facebook are being cunts for something that wasnt my fault, ive had a good day but im just generally frustrated !! i hate it when this happens my head just fills up with thoughts its like people do stuff to punish me or im always the one that gets accused for things, two swift words i can say, Fuck you all

college work

fuck me ive got tons of work to do, damn better log on and turn up because gills brief has to be in for tommorow and i havnet even started which is a total nightmare shit storm waiting to happen, i need the friday brief off jamie probs get bollocked for that, whcih i totally deserve from just pure laziness to be honest i need to buck up my ideas, i have to plan a powerpoint for a pitch also which may have to happen tommorow it all depends on me really

Random

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job

mum ju8st got me number for a pub, lets hope they ring back !

Stuck in a rut..

Im not quite sure what i want to do at the moment, i want to carry on with college and get decent qualifications and get a good job that id like, but on the other hand weres my money coming from i basically dont have any, and when i do i jsut waste it on shit tbh with you, people are getting annoyed with me at the moment, mainly because i havent got a job, everythings going apply online and they only take really good candidates, i cant even write a half decent CV at the moment, i just really dont know were to start, because everything that i have basically started i have quit, i dont want to be that person for any longer, i want to be happier and lead an active life again, i want to get along with my girlfriend better and do stuff for her and buy her things again i dont want her to get disinterested in me, i feel as if im just plodding along at the moment in no particular direction,and it isnt a good feeling, ive not known what ive wanted to do for a real job since i left high school and now im not quite motivated for most jobs i need to find the source of mhy motivation and drive it back and i think that it would come if i first found, a part time job and started playing football again.

osama

well they have finally found him, and fancy that, hes 800 metres from a military training facility, and no one saw him!! i think it was all a cover up, there are corrupt people in the world, someone has got to have known, anyway there is going to be a inquest and i bet thats a total load of bollocks as well, least he cant hurt any more people, i just wonder what could go through a persons mind to be able to do some of the, things that he did, maybe its to do with religion maybe not... Fact is it shouldnt be happening period